Autumn

With the end of August just around the corner, it will soon be autumn. It's my favorite time of the year. I look forward to crisp air and to see the change of the season upon the leaves . Labor day marks the end of summer and soon after ,the holidays will be here once again. Keep our planet beautiful and enjoy the outdoors the Autumn !!

New Manuscript

I am working on a Second Book. My first book (I'm Just an Average Woman) will be released later this year !! This one is Fiction. Its called Terror by The Lake. I also am working on a book of poerty called My Dreams & My Realities in which I will hope to have published next year . This has been a dream come true to be able to write and see my words in books. I have always loved to keep journals and I found them to be very helpful in my writings. Thank you to my followers, and I hope to hear from the readers of my books, when they are released to the public. My books will be available on mywebsite or through barnes&nobles.com/ingrams.com. I really enjoy blogging as well. It is my chance to release my inner thoughts and frustrations. Happy Blogging !!!

Life

Life is really about choices. If you make bad choices, then you will end up in a place you really dont want to be in. I have witnessed a few really bad choices these past few days, and I am worried and upset about them. I realize I can not ccontrol other peoples choices in life, and thats one of the hardest thing to me, I cant help !!!

Traveling

I have been gone for about a month now, and its good to be home. I did discover a few thinks about myself while I was away. I learned to listen more closely to what is being said around me and to me. I spent countless hours alone , and found peace and quiet. I sat by the bay and began working on another Manuscript , I realized how much I missed my grandkids and daughters, and I cant wait to see them .. I enjoyed playing Golf in Orange Beach Alabama, and realized that I love it there and I Have missed living by the sea. I cant wait to go again, and next time I will take my babies. If you ever get the chance , go to Orange Beach .. It's beautiful!!

Living with Chronic illness

I have been living with several different illnesses these past few years. I have been diagnosed with Pulmonary Fibrosis, Degenerative disc disease, heart disease, Hiatal Hernia, and allergies. I take alot of prescription medications daily. In my own opinion It is very hard living with these illnesses, and everyday is a struggle . Someday's I can't even get out of bed, and others are normal. The latest test was a ANA and it was a high titer for lupus. I am one of the millions of americans without health Insurance , and many preexisting conditions. The health Insurance problems with america is a growing problem in this country. In my own opinion , It isnt working in our favor. The cost is extreme and thats is one reason I can't afford monthly premiums or deductables. I am living on medication instead of having surgeries/and needed test for some conditions that can help my prognosis for the future.

New Manuscript

I have begun working on my second Manuscript. My first book which will be released later this year, was my memoir. This one is a mystery/suspense. I am very excited about it. I never imagined I would have a career as a writer. I have worked in healthcare most of my life and I am going to write a book later about my experiences in the field . I look forward to hearing from my readers about my books. Follow your heart and your dreams..

Family

Why is it when you have a problem and you seek help, the people that should be there for you , are not, They turn their backs on you, and watch you sink deeper in trouble. If you cant depend on your family, who can you depend on ? I am the type of person that If a family member needs my help and I can, I will . Whether its my sister, brother, aunt, or neice. I would make sure they had food, shelter, and they were safe. Where is the family values of the people. God made us all to life together, to walk in his path, not to turn our backs on each other. This is a complicated world we all live in, and I think in these times of trouble, we all could help one another, and at least try to be there for each other. It might be a visit to make sure someone is safe, , food to make sure they are eating, or just be there to listen if they need to talk. Volunteer at a nursing home, or hospital even, just to make someone smile. The world today is full of selfish people in my opinion.

Drugs

I dont understand why people use drugs. I will never see or understand the attraction to them. I have lived with a person who was addicted to drugs. , Its a terrible world. It will destroy you and your life. It will take all your money and leave you with nothing. It starts with weed, then they move on to others that give them a new high, and from there its takes a life all its own. You (the person who is sober) become the watcher, the one who tries to stop it, to control it, but you have to realize you cant. Its up to the person to stop and get help. The sad thing is, unless you have health insurance , there isnt much help out there. Its very sad. Unless the person wants help,you cant help.. Its the same with alcohol or prescription drugs. The addicted persons personality changes, and they become a different person. They are not the same person as they were when you first met. The drugs takes over their whole being as well as yours , and you are also affected by their actions. I have tried to save the person I loved , but I realized I couldn't. Drugs will truly destroy your life. It' s a losing battle. Once they are addicted, they will always have it in their minds. and a relapse is sure to happen.

Women in Abusive relationships

I am writing today about women in love with abusive men. I understand these women, I have been there, and It is a hard road. They make you feel so low ,so dependent on them. You feel really trapped. You hear I love you, It will never happen again, but it always does. They can not change. Its a cycle you have to break and walk away. It may take time but you can move on. These men keep you alone, dependent on them, isolated from friends and family. Your self esteem and self worth is gone. If you are in need of help, its there from the Domestic violence association . Please for your sake and if there maybe kids involved, theirs to. Dont be blind , in time they turn on them.